“Trust is my strength…and from trust I live.”
-Hermann Hesse
This hurts…terribly. Being pierced in the heart. Cracking open. Raw vulnerability. Dying a slow death. Being pruned time and time again.
Pema Chödrön describes a time in her life when she had the following quote pinned to her wall, “Only to the extent that we expose ourselves over and over to annihilation can that which is indestructible be found in us.” She shares that even before she heard of Buddhist teachings she knew this to be the spirit of true awakening.
When you’re suffering it can be so paralyzing that you wonder if you will ever have a chance for happiness. Change has a way of seeping into our lives whether we’re ready or not.
Chödrön depicts it as “Letting ourselves be nailed to the present moment.” This has been my experience…and it has left me with two possibilities either to let it harden me or to walk through the portal towards self-compassion. What happens next is a good question. That is where the strength of trust kicks in…it is the difference between being alive and living.
xxxoooxx
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This is such a moving, powerful post. I love Pema Chodron’s teachings…and the quotes you offer here and wonderful reminders. Thanks for sharing. May you be free from suffering. May you be peaceful. Blessings, H x
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Thank you dear Harula. Deeply grateful for your encouragement. 🙏🌸🌿 I don’t know if anyone is ever entirely free from suffering…there is always something in our lives that spurs growth. However, with mindful practice and focus we become immersed in that inner oasis of peace. Chödrön writes: “As Sogyal Rinpoche puts it, we simply ‘bring our mind back home.'” That is what I would like to cultivate.😊🌿🌸
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Lovely thought…reminds me of the Ram Das quote, ‘We’re all just walking each other home.’ I agree, I don’t know if anyone’s ever entirely free from suffering (but we can aspire!), and it can indeed be a spur for growth. Hugs, H xxx
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Can you be more specific about what you mean when you write, “you WILL need to change your thought regarding what is happening”?
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Hi! Perhaps read my recent article on ‘Short Shift’….This may help with what you can do apart from trusting….you WILL need to change your thought regarding what is happening….I wish you many Blessings as you Journey on, Hugs, Barbara xxxxx
http://www.barbaralockhartblog.wordpress.com
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be strong, dear blossom!
require prior consent
before pruning 🙂
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Thank you dear rain and sunshine🌸 I will make a heart note of that.✒️📓
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